What did you tell me when we met?
What was your reply when I told you I needed a Godly relationship?
You had told me that with my requirements, I couldn’t ever keep a man, right?
I thought I was smart.
Little did I know that you were going to be my greatest undoing.

You remember that day, right?
That day I gave you my innocence
I was lost in your world
Your world of lust and lies
Did it keep you ?
It didn’t.

You recall those nights I had gone clubbing with you
I smoked and took alcohols
I wasn’t naive. I was stupid.
I was lost in your world of lies
Did they ever keep you ?
They didn’t.

What about the piercings and tattoos?
The navel and nose piercings?
I wasn’t naive. I was just stupid
I was lost in your world of lies.
I thought they could keep you .
Did they ever keep you ?
They didn’t .

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You recall I had to tint my hair too, right?
You said you loved it
I thought I could keep you.
I wasn’t naive. I was just stupid
I was lost in your world of lies.
Did it ever keep you ?
It didn’t.

You recall I had an abortion twice , right?
You said you weren’t ready to become a father
You said you had dreams and aspirations
I wasn’t naive. I was just stupid
I was lost in your world of lies.
Did it ever keep you too?
No. It didn’t

If I had done those things because I wanted to , maybe I wouldn’t be so heartbroken right now
I thought I was smart
I thought I needed to do those things so I could feel “among” and join the cliques.
I thought I needed to do those things so that I could keep you .
But I couldn’t.

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What Christians should never do to keep a man

Have you forgotten about who you are in Christ? So, then in a relationship, you think by giving your body out, conforming to the world is a way, certain to keep that man?. Does this Bible verse not ring a bell: But, ye are a chosen generation, a royal people. Also, in Romans 12:1-2 which admonishes you to present your body a living sacrifice, holy, acceptable unto God. Yet, being not conformed to the world. Never forget this, are you currently struggling with overcoming sexual temptations, read this: 7 keys to overcome sexual temptations

Do not betray your identity in Christ, because you want to keep a man. Never trade moss for gold.